Low Battery, High Sensitivity 🔋💅🏽

You know that weird in-between phase where you’re not exactly sad, not exactly okay, just... mentally buffering?
Yeah, welcome to my current software update — stuck at 23% since last week. 🌀🤖

I’m not crying, I’m just... existing weirdly. Like I’ve got 37 tabs open in my head, and not a single one is loading.
📡 Wi-Fi? Emotional bandwidth? Both seem unstable. 📶🫠

I’m tired — but not sleepy.
Hungry — but not for food.
Lonely — but don’t wanna talk.
Alive — but only in low power mode. 🛌🔋

🛑 Airplane mode ON. Notifications OFF.
Just me and my thoughts playing musical chairs, and guess what? No one’s winning. 🎧😵‍💫


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People keep saying:

> “Talk to someone.”
But how do I explain this vibe without sounding like a Tumblr quote from 2014? 😶‍🌫️📓


It’s not sadness.
It’s not depression.
It’s just... blankness. 🧊

Like a half-written caption you never post.
Like a joke you laugh at but don’t feel.
Like answering “I’m fine” in a tone that screams, “I’m falling apart but I don’t have the energy to reassemble.” 🫥


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And the worst part?
I don’t even know what I need. 😐❓

A long walk? 🚶‍♀️

A 4-hour nap? 😴

To hug my younger self? 🧸

Or just 30 mins of silence without someone asking “what’s wrong?” 🫤🔇


Maybe nothing’s wrong.
Maybe I’m just... tired of trying to be okay all the time.
Tired of curating emotions for a story highlight no one remembers. 📱📷💔


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But here’s the thing I’m learning:

> You can’t fix your brain like a broken phone.
But you can charge it, rest it, and stop refreshing things that don’t serve you anymore. 🔁🔌🛑



So if you're also stuck in your head —
✨ take a breath.
✨ take a break.
✨ take back your peace. 🌷🧘‍♀️

No pressure to glow up.
No need to force a reel-worthy recovery. 🎞️
Just let your soul reconnect to Wi-Fi when it’s ready. 🫂📡


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🫶 You are not your loading screen.
You're just in airplane mode, and that’s okay. ☁️✈️


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💬 Let’s talk in the comments:

What do you do when you’re in this weird “meh” phase?
No toxic positivity pls 🛑✨ Just real, raw, and a lil relatable 😌

👇 Drop your chaotic thoughts. Someone out there gets it. 🩶

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